2 1/2 days.
3 more sleeps.
60 hours.
however you wanna say it.
it still too long.
:[ i miss him.
i wish i could be with him every second.
grawr.
&& i didnt make the lax team.
wich really sucks.
'cause i really did try my hardest.
but i guess that just wasnt good enough.
i guess this just gives me another year to practice & get better. :/
ilovemyflorian. :]]
[he always makes EVERYTHING better.] x333
i miss him. :[
alot.
but i get to see him sunday.
but thats still super far away.
i hate living here.
ilovemyflorian.x333333333
another fxing snowday.
another day to be bored out of my gdmn mind.
like, i like not having school, but seriously, the streets are ICE & our cars wont even move, so im stuck in this house for the past 3 days.
kdfkljhkgahg.
cabin feever much?
i wish other people i knew used this page.
ilovemyflorian!!!!
:]x333
im in a much better mood now. :)
'cause i finally got to talk to florian.
but he's not gonna have a phone for the nest couple days. :/
which blows.
but i can deal.
'casue 1/2 hour a day is a hella lot better than nothing.
[thats me trying to be optimistic].
& at least there'll be plenty to talk about afterwards.
[optimism again].
but yes, it is lonely having nobody to talk to.
there wasnt even fxing school today.
it wouldnt of been so bad if there was school & hw.
'cause then it would've been out usual amount of talking almost.
oh well.
i want someone to come over tomarrow if theres no school again.
that'll take my mind off it & make things notso dull.
[ilovemyflorian].
its just not fair.
why do we have to live so gdmn far apart?
like 84973598784328643768 other couples get to live together, spend every day together, go to school/work together.
but not us.
we have to like 146.3 miles away from eachother.
i know it could be worse,
but it could also be alot better.
i dont even know when the next im gonna get to see him is.
i hate this.
but i love him.
with all my heart.
& that means im never giving up.
ever.
we're gonna find a way to make this last.
i know it.
so after thinkin about it a little more, ive decided today hasn't really been all that bad...
i uploaded like, 397298568246587 more songs to itunes, ive gotton alot of rest, & i took like 8593475 hour long shower && i i do feel alot better.
i just miss florian.
i REALLY wanna talk to him.
but, i know after like 5 min of talking, we arent gonna have anything to talk about,
see the problem?
i wish we could live closer so our relationship didnt rely on the phone. :(
but i still enjoy talking to him none the less.
& hearing his voice always comforts me.
ILOVEMYFLORIAN.
dkghkdsghk.
days like today basically suck.
florian has been at some ghey safety driving course thing since 0800 this morning, & ive been doing some stuff [mainly sleeping & trying to get over this gdmn cold, but it really seems like the best medicine is hearing his voice].
i guess its not really that big of a deal, since i get to see him tomarrow.
which i a definate plus.
it'll be our first accual 'monthaversery' we've spent together, 8 months. :)
& we're also celebrating valentine's day. x333
but still, i remain to miss talking to him none the less.
& b/c im seeing him early tomarrow morning, my parents are making me go to church night.
providing even less time for us to talk.
& making me me listen to that jackass preist is torture as well.
i wish i could take florian & run away w/ him forever.
'cause then i would never have to deal with shit like this again.
& everthing could be AMAZING.
